I have had two eye muscle surgeries since May.  Neither one was a success and I have double vision.  The last surgery gave me something called torsion which means that the image in my left eye (yes there are still two separate images) is tilted.  It's bizarre and horrible.  I'm walking around in a fucking fun house and feel nauseated most of the time.  And, needless to say, I am depressed.  

I have a painting on my easel that is all but finished, but I can't drag myself down there to put the last few strokes on it.  This sucks.