Wow, I can't believe I haven't written anything since the election. I don't feel any differently about what I wrote, but I think I'm getting some glimmers of truth about other stuff. 

The truth?  I have been chasing happiness all my life.  I can't even begin to list the things I've done chasing happiness.  Since I chased it up I-5 to Portland, I really lost my way.  I still thought I should be happy.  

For some reason I've just had this epiphany.  I'm maybe not going to be happy, but I'm never going to get there chasing it.  That apparently has been my problem.  

Haha, what to do about it?